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Friday, September 17, 2004
HAVE YOU EVER :
had a true kiss? nah
fallin' in love? just dont fall for someone that cant catch ya x3
been heartbroken? ya
been afraid to love? i dont love. love is a trap -_- <--hehe
lose someone you care? yea
broken someone's heart? hope not
been played? ppl dont tell you when they play you. <--nice answer, dont think so
gotten down on your knees for someone? no
WHAT IS THE:
01) longest relationship? 2 years
02) shortest relationship? 18 days, but it was great
03) best kiss ever?
04) funniest kiss?
05) who would you never want to lose? lets just say you
06) who do you regret to lose? hm...
08) biggest thing you fear? bum de bum
RANDOM:
favorite word? fpos ^.^
place want to be? brazil
rain or sun? rain
winter or summer? winter
love or hate? no really i really like to hate. (jk) ^_^ <--hehe
one moment you'll never forget? dunno
future career? something in computers
Kids or no kids? daughter
Cat or dog? cat
Half empty or half full? half empty
Sandals or sneakers? sandals
Wonder or amazement? wonder
Red car or white car? white, cops catch red :-D
Happy & poor or sad & rich? hard questions, usually sad anyways
Hugging or kissing? *shrug*
Coffee or ice cream: mm coffee
Bridges or tunnels: bridges
One pillow or two: one
Pierce your nose or tongue? neither
Grey or gray? grey
Color or black-&-white photos? color
Sunrise or sunset? sunrise, start of a new day :p
M&Ms or Skittles? m&m
Emeralds or rubies? emeralds
Having 10 acquaintances or 1 best friend? 1 best friend <--yup
Making love or having sex?
Vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream? vanilla
Boys or girls?
Green beans or carrots? carrots
Low fat or fat free? skinny, it dont matta
BE HONEST NOW:
Do you have a crush? *shrug*
Who is it? i know
Are you guys together? nah
If so, how long has it been?
What is it that attracts you to him/her? eyes and smile
Is she everything you mentioned above? ...
Where do you want to live? who knows
What kind of job do you want? a good job
Do you want to get married? dunno
ONE:
1 second ago: i was typing in this survey
1 minute ago: i was typing in this survey
1 hour ago: mudding
1 day ago: at home
1 week ago: home
1 month ago: taiwan
1 year ago: uh....
Posted at 04:36 pm by driftingshdws
Wednesday, September 15, 2004
if you had one super power in the world what would you want it to be?
my friend says she would have the ability to read minds. i mean thats not a bad power right? i mean then i can find out what people are thinking. but i think thats morally wrong...besides i personally think its no fun that way. even if i hate not know stuff...but if everyone was a little more straight forward, i dont think she would need mind reading abilities
i think if i could have a super power, maybe it would be a little more confidence? then i wouldnt be such a wuss to do what i need to do or what i want to do. i wouldnt be afraid of making mistakes or rejection or anything. a little more confidence can go a long way actually, it could mean the difference between success or what not. mm this reminds me of a quote bev put up in her profile,
"The greatest mistake you can make in life is to be continually fearing you will make one."
- Elbert Hubbard
its actually quite true, because of the fear of making a mistake, some of us live our lives in fear. its not very healthy, and supplies to a very uneventful life. if i took a couple of chances, i might be living a happier life, or it could be the same. yea but being straight forward is hard for somepeople. maybe their just shy and quiet like i am. if there was anything in life i could change, it would probably be that. kinda slipped into depression cause of a friend or two, but i'll be ok as long as their fine.
life is kinda funny at times. never knowing what to expect. sometimes people can give these weird signals and you honestly dont know what they mean. afraid to make a mistake you dont do anything about it and you just might miss your chance. i'm just usually clueless about it...maybe i should just suck it up and go for it, try it, whats the worse that can happen? hm...*shrug* who knows maybe...we'll see. btw i need to listen to some music to feel better. anyways its late, later
Posted at 10:48 pm by driftingshdws
Saturday, September 11, 2004
//edit out heh :-D
edit:
01. Full Birth Name: Brian Duc-Kay Chow
02. Hair Color: black
03. Eye Color: dark brown
04. Height Currently: 5' 6"
05. Glasses/contacts: glasses
06. Birthdate: Sept 1
08. School or Work: work right after this
09. Siblings: justin, kristen
10. Siblings age: 9, 8
11. Location: Pasadena, CA
12. College Plans: dunno
13. Any Piercing: none
SOCIAL LIFE
01. Best Friends: they know who they are
02. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: no
03. Current Crush: yea
04. Hobbies: computers
07. What Type Automobile Do You Drive: toyota tacoma
08. Are You Timely Or Always Late: way too early
09. Do You Have A Job: hopefully soon
10. Do You Like Being Around People: sometimes
STUFF
01. Have you ever loved someone you had no chance with: yea
02. Have You Ever Cried Over Something Someone of The Opposite Sex Did: uhh..yea
03. Do You Have A "Type" Of Person You Always Go After: no
04. Want Someone You Don't Have Right Now: its fine
05. Ever Liked a close Guy/Girl Friend: yea
06 Are You Lonely Right Now: a bit
07. Ever Afraid You'll Never Get Married: no
08. Do You Want To Get Married: yeah
09. Do You Want Kids: a daughter
Who Do You Think Of When you Hear These Names:
Sean: mostrefi!!!!!
Steve: friend that knows bout the groupie situation
Pat: owes me a buck
Bobby: ...
Jessica: know way too many of them, hi aku hi jessica!, and the other one from way back...
Elizabeth: dewitt
FAVORITE
01. Room In house: my room
02. Type of music: whatever the mood is
03. Song: none
04. Memory: junior year was pretty awesome, esp 2nd semester
05. Day Of The Week: mornings and mon wed night, out AP comp sci group is so awesome :-D
06. Color: shades of blue
07. Perfume Or Cologne: don't have one <--ditto
08. Flower: white roses?
09. Month: december maybe
10. Season: winder
11. Place to be kissed: *shrug*
12. Location for dates: beach, movies
IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU:
01. Cried: no
02. Bought Something: no
03. Gotten Sick: yea
04. Sang: no
05. Said I Love You: no
06. Wanted To Tell Someone You Loved them, But Didn't: no
07. Met Someone New: no
08. Moved On: no
09. Talked To Someone: yea
10. Had A Serious Talk: short one
12. Hugged Someone: no
13. Kissed Someone: no
14. Fought With Your Parents: yea, and their fighting with each other now
15. Dreamt About Someone You Can't Be With: haha
16. Had a lot of sleep: summer
:x: name = Brian
:x: piercings = none
:x: tattoos = none
:x: height= 5' 6"
:x: shoe size = uh...dunno
:x: hair color = black
:x: siblings = justin kristen
LAST...
:x: movie you rented = none
:x: movie you bought = none
:x: song you listened to = maroon 5, she will be loved
:x: song that was stuck in your head = none
:x: cd you bought = no
:x: cd you listened to = one of eddies
:x: person you've called = dad
:x: person that's called you = no one calls me :p
:x: tv show you've watched = dont turn on tv
:x: person you were thinking of = whoes gonna sign to be my guardian after divorce
DO...
:x: you have a crush on someone = yes
:x: you wish you could live somewhere else = away from parents
:x: you think about suicide = yea
:x: you believe in online dating = no
:x: others find you attractive = hahah yea, right
:x: you want more piercings = nope
:x: you like cleaning = when i feel like it
:x: you like roller coasters = yeah
:x: you write in cursive or print = print
FOR OR AGAINST...
:x: long distance relationships = go for it. <--yea
:x: using someone = no
:x: suicide = no.
:x: killing people = no.
:x: teenage smoking = no
:x: driving drunk = you're stupid <--true
:x: gay/lesbian relationships = its up to them
:x: soap operas = korean ones are awesome
HAVE YOU...
:x: ever cried over a girl = yea
:x: ever cried over a boy = no
:x: ever lied to someone = yea
:x: ever been in a fist fight = uhh sorta
:x: ever been arrested = no
WHAT...
:x: shampoo do you use = panteen prov i think?
:x: shoes do you wear = running shoes, sandals
:x: are you scared of = i scare myself a lot. <--hehe
NUMBER...
:x: of times I have been in love? = define love
:x: of times I have had my heart broken? = 4?
:x: of hearts I have broken? = none i hope
:x: of girls I have kissed? = 0
:x: of boys I have kissed? = 0
:x: of girls I've slept with? = 0
:x: of boys I've slept with? = 0
:x: of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends? = under 10 i think?
:x: of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? = a couple<--same
:x: of scars on my body? = enough <--hehe
:x: of things in my past that I regret? = too many, try to live without regrets though
DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...
:x: pretty - no
:x: funny - no
:x: hot - no
:x: friendly - yea
:x: amusing - no
:x: ugly - si
:x: loveable - uhh nah
:x: caring - yea
:x: sweet - some people say so
:x: dorky - hell yeah
favorite:
5 letter word: anita<--LOL ooo i can do that too, brian
actor/actress: no
Cartoon: no
Cereal: no
Chewing gum: orbit<--havnt had gum in awhile
Color(s): blues
Color nail polish: no
Day of week: mornings and mon wed
Least fave day: when i'm at home
Flower: white rose?
Jello flavor: mm. i haven't had jello in a while. <--ditto
Jewelry: dog tags, watch
Special skills/talents: i can make someone smile. :) <--hehe i dunno if i have any
Summer/Winter: winter
Trampolines or swimming pools: pool
|| Person who last.. ||
Slept in your bed: dude dad kicked me off my own bed and made me sleep on couch because HE got in a fight with my mom
Saw you cry: its been awhile
Made you cry: mmm...
You went to the movies with: movies movies....eddie and bev? or was it ashley clifton tiff? dunno
Yelled at you: parents
Sent you an email: dont get emails, wait ed sent me one
|| Have you ever.. ||
Said "I love you" and meant it?: always. <--good answer :-D
Gone out in public in your pajamas: in front of my house
Kept a secret from everyone: yeah
Cried during a movie: no
Ever at anytime owned new kids on the block stuff: no
Planned your week based on the TV Guide: nope
Been on stage: yes
Been to New York: yes
Been to California: yes
Hawaii: no
China: yes
Canada: no
Europe: no
Asia: yea
South America: yea
Australia: no
Wished you were the opposite sex: When it's that time of the month--always. <-- ahah. yeah. <--anita stole my arrow thingy!! dont even want to know, but have thought about it
What time is it now?: 7:19 pm
Apples or bananas?: bananas
Blue or red?: blue
Walmart or target?: dunno
Spring or Fall?: fall
What are you gonna do after you finish this?: hw
What was the last meal you ate?: lunch
High school or college?: high school is fun, hope senior year will be a blast
Are you bored?: yea
Last noise you heard?: parents fighting
Last smell you sniffed?: chicken
Last time you went out of state/province?: last week
|| Friendship/Love ||
Do you believe in love at first sight?: i dont know..
Do you want children one day & if so, how many?: maybe, a daughter if i do
Most important thing to you in a friendship is: someone i can trust and talk to <--ditto, i believe its someone your comfortable with also
|| Other Info ||
Criminal record?: hehehe no
Do you speak any other languages?: mandarin
Last book you read: a fantasy book
Name some of your favorite things in your bedroom?: bed comp desk
Thing you dislike about yourself the most: ieverything hehe
Worst feeling in the world: being hurt/devastated <--yea....alone too
Who you love: a lot of people<--yea
Who you miss: a lot of people <--yea
|| You ||
Nickname(s): so many...
Initials: BDKC, BC
How old do you look?: no clue
How old do you act?: dunno
Glasses/Contacts: yea
Braces: no, soon i think
Do you have any pets?: not anymore :( <--ditto
You get embarrassed: sure <--who doesnt?
What makes you happy?: its been awhile since i was truely "happy"
What upsets you?: lots of stuff
|| Finish the sentence: ||
I Love to... sit in the rain and think
I Miss... last year seniors
I Wish... i werent here
I Hope... i'll make a difference <--mm
I'm Annoyed by... parents
I Am... angry
I Want to Be... away from my parents
I Would Never... hurt those i love
I'd Rather... be at a friends house
I Am Tired of... hearing my parents complain
I Will Always be... me
|| Have you ever.. ||
Thought you were going to die: yeah
Wanted to Run away: all the time
Flunked a grade: no
Skipped a grade: no
Posted at 10:01 am by driftingshdws
Friday, August 06, 2004
Posted at 01:45 am by driftingshdws
Tuesday, August 03, 2004
almost done with the hidden link crap. anyways gone from aug 6th to sept 5 for a "vacation", yea being stuck with parents for 1 month without computer access, what a vacation. btw i'll be keeping a written journal for once.
Posted at 11:12 am by driftingshdws
Sunday, July 18, 2004
death to it all....anyways i hid my journal again, changed the web address also. this will be the last time i do this. and i havnt hid the link yet, and dont know where it would be, xanga or my old blogdrive. we'll see i guess. anyways if you actually go search for it, i will assume that you are mature enough and will not care about anything i say in the blog, because it is very personal and i do not hold back there. so sorry to those who have already found it. oh btw, if you find it, plz dont IM me and say that you found it. try to be anonymous. all this goes to the same as jessicas blog
Posted at 11:17 am by driftingshdws
Wednesday, July 07, 2004
anyone want to goto movies? kai and i have to watch farenheit 911 for government. and we will watch a second movie after if anyone would like to join. just call my cell 390-1174 or im me.
Posted at 05:38 pm by driftingshdws
Friday, July 02, 2004
yea i think i've completely abandoned this blog so look for the other one or dont 8shrug*
-drifter
Posted at 11:09 pm by driftingshdws
Saturday, June 26, 2004
[name:] brian
[Star sign:] virgo
[sexual orientation:] straight
[longest relationship:] 1-2 yrs
[ever had a long distance relationship:] yes
[do you have faith in long distance relationships:] it's possible <--yea
[ever been on a blind date:] no
[ever dated more than one person at a time:] no
[ever have "friends with benefits":] no
[ever cheated:] no
[ever had your heart broken:] yes
[ever been dumped:] yea
[number of people slept with:] zero
[do you kiss on the first date:] no
[what attracts you to a person:] personality, way she acts
[physical traits you turn your head for:] eyes smile
[ever been in love:] yeah
[say I love you even though you didn't mean it:] no
[average age you get involved with:] my age
[have relationships changed you:] when does one not?
[have your relationships been worthwhile:] mm yea
[where do you normally meet people for dating or relationships:] neh
[would you ever get married:] maybe <--ditto
[key to a successful relationship:] trust, honesty, etc etc.. all the basics <-- sure. <--you stole my arrows!
DESCRIBE YOUR:
Wallet? guess black wallet, i love it
Hairbrush? i'm a guy
Toothbrush? green and white
Jewelry worn daily? just a nike sports watch
Pillow cover? pink stripes
Blanket? it has flower on it <--heh same
Coffee cup? i want one
Sunglasses? i dont wear sun glasses <--same
Underwear? -.-
Favorite shirt? blue dress shirt w/ white pin stripes
Cologne/Perfume? none
CD in stereo right now? burned cd, koren pop i think
Tattoos? no
Piercings? none
What you are wearing now? shorts
In my mouth? saliva<--lol anita
In my head? scryed
Wishing? that i don't have to run tommorrow morning, that i have more time in life, that i had a best friend <--guess i could say same
What are you doing after this? moer anime
If you could get away with it and murder anyone, who and for what reason? me
Person you wish you could see right now? God. I feel like talking to him face to face right now.<-- maybe the same, i just want someone can understand?
Is next to you? my invis buddy
Some of your favorite movies? nah
Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month? nothing prob
The last thing you ate? dinner
Something that you are deathly afraid of? being what i am now, lonely
Do you like candles? yeah
Do you like incense? its alright
Do you like the taste of blood? its interesting
Do you believe in love? yes
Do you believe in soul mates? dunno
Do you believe in love at first sight? heh. i guess for a few people<--same i guess
Do you believe in Heaven? yes
Do you believe in God? yes
What do you want done with your body when you die? turned to ash and throw into the wind near the ocean :-D
What is the latest you've ever stayed up? HAHAHA 72 hrs straight
Can you eat with chopsticks? yes
What's your favorite coin? quarter
What are some of your favorite candies? dont eat alot
What's something that you wish people would understand? that their life doesn't suck as much as they think it does. they still have parents and a nice house. they have food on the table. there are other children who are not as fortunate. <--guess i'm one of those people huh
What's something you wish you could understand better? God, life girls
Who is someone that you really wish was still around? i dont know honestly...
HAVE YOU EVER...
Kissed someone: no
Killed someone: no
Smoked: no
Gotten Drunk: not seriously drunk
Worn rainbow: no
Talked on the phone for over 3 hours: yeah
Left the country: yeah
Had a party with over 30 people: no
Taken nude pictures: no
Stolen something: yes
Caught something on fire: yes
Wanted to cheat on someone: no
Asked someone out: sorta ya sorta no
Dumped someone: no
Had a dream, then the next day it happens: yea
LAST PERSON...
You Touched: hm...dunno
You Talked to in person: mom
You hugged/kissed: huggged: anita
Had sex with: no
You Instant messaged: anita/jessica
Who broke your heart: no comment
ARE YOU..
Understanding: try to be
Insecure: at times
Interesting: naw
Smart: in some cases
Moody: yes
Difficult: most likely
Attractive: nope
Bore Easily: yea
Controlling: dont think i am
Sad: always
Happy: rarely
Trusting: very
Talkative: nope
Ignored: half the time
Reliable: try to be
Lonely: am right now
FOODS YOU LIKE...
-Tacos?: sure
-Bread?: yea
-Veggies?: yes
-Pizza?: some
-Doritoes?: neh
-Pretzels?: ok
-Chocolate?: yes
-Garlic?: ok
-Veal?: its alright
-Chicken?: yes
-Ice cream?: yes
-Hot Pockets?: ok
-Popcorn?: ok
-Pop Tarts?: ok
-Salad?: yes
-Coke?: yes
-Pepsi?: yes
-Gatorade?: yes
HAVE YOU EVER?
-Bungee jumped?: want to
-Gotten a tattoo?: no
-Sky dived?: want to
-Skinny dipped?: no
-Gotten your tongue stuck to a cold pole?: hehe want to try, got it stuck on a spoon like anita did before
-Had pop rocks and coke together?: yea its awesome
-Played truth or dare?: yea
-Kissed for more than 10 minutes at one time?: no
-Puked on someone you really liked?: no
-Mixed sodas together?: used to all the time
-Had sushi?: yes
-Had dejavu?: yes
-Hung up on someone?: no
-Used all cuss words in a sentence?: hehe yea
-Stood on your head and drank milk?: no
-Cried during a movie: yea
-Swallowed gum?: yes
-Eaten glue?: no
-Slept for more than 15 hrs?: hell yea
______________________________________
[Body]
1. What do you most like about your body?: nothing, if anything maybe my hands
2. And least?: everything i have low self esteme
3. How many fillings do you have?: none
4. Do you think you're good looking?: nope
5. Do other people often tell you that you're good-looking?: josephine says i look ugly :-D and i believe her haha
[ Fashion ]
1. Do you wear a watch?: yea
2. How many coats and jackets do you own?: 3 or 4
3. Favorite pants/skirt color?: jeans i guess
4. Most expensive items of clothing?: dress shirt?
5. What kind of shoes do you wear?: running shoes
6. Describe your style in one word: nonexistant
[ Your Friends ]
1. Do your friends 'know' you?: some
2. What do they tend to be like?: they're all diff
3. Are there traits in you that are universally liked?: dont look at me
4. How many people do you tell everything to?: 1 or 2.
[ Music/TV/Film/Books ]
2. Most listened to bands/artists:
3. Do you find any musicians good-looking?:
4. Can you play an instrument: yea
5. Type of music most listened to?: dunno
6. Type never listened to?: listen to everything
7. Tour of your dreams?: ?
[ Clothing/Hair ]
1. Do you own any plaid clothing?: checkered? yea
2. Do you own Converse shoes?: no
3. Do you own Saucony shoes?: no
4. Do you own old school Nikes?: no
5. Do you wear tight pants?: no
6. Is there more than one zipper in your pants?: no
8. Do you own a messenger bag?: no
9. Do you wear your messenger bag across your chest?: no
10. Do you own braces?: no
15. Do you think mohawks are "neat"?: no pref
18. Do you own a bandana?: no
19. Do you wear plugs in your ears?: no
21. Have you ever used duct tape as a sewing substitute?: hahaha no
22. Do you own one or more objects with studs or spikes in them?: nope
[ Habits/Beliefs ]
31. Do you smoke cigarettes?: no
32. Do you smoke cloves?: no
36. Do your night time activites usually involve drunken underage vomiting?: of course.
38. Do you wash your hair less than once a week?: no
39. Have you ever gone a week without a shower?: no
41. Do you know who Jack Kerouac is?: no
42. Do you like Mr. Kerouac?: --
44. Are you a member of the Makeout Club?: no
45. Do you say "rad"?: no
46. Do you say "rockin'"?: no.
47. Do you say punk "rawk"?: no
48. Do you shout the word "oi"?: no
49. Do you say "punk's not dead"?: no
50. Do you say "punk is dead"?: no
[ Music ]
53. Do you like bands with "the"?: not really
54. Do you ever precede your own name with "the" at the beginning?: ..the anita? lol. <-- good one anita :p
57. Are Blink 182 fans posers?:
58. Do you have frequent debates over what exactly constitutes a sellout?:
59. Have you ever brought the headlining band food?:
60. Do you have show flyers affixed to your walls?:
Posted at 12:45 am by driftingshdws
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