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Thursday, June 24, 2004
abandon


     heya peeps, i guess i'm sorta abandoning this blog, not in the terms you think. i'll still post normally, but i have another blog. the links somewhere on this blog if you can find it. i get into more personal stuff there. if you read it and want to post comments, do it annonymously plz? unless you feel a really big need to post your name. there are somepeople out there that should know they can post their name. you should know who you are. i guess thats all i have to say. not much else to say really.


-Drifter

Posted at 09:22 pm by driftingshdws
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Wednesday, June 09, 2004
survey


today was quite interesting hahaha, got prom pics back, uh....and gambled, up $10 only because there was a winning cap -.-


[Name] brian
[Nicknames, including from family] ugh look at old ones
[Screen name] driftingshdws
[Birthday] sept 1
[Age] 16
[Astrological sign?] virgo
[Chinese zodiac sign?] bunny!
[Location] pasadena, CA
[Marital Status] single
[Religion] christian
[Current Hair color/length] short black

[Eye color...] brown
[Height] 5ft 6in? forgot
[Weight] 103 ugh...i think i dropped 7 lbs this month, lack of sleep?
[Shoe size] err somewhere between 7 and 8.5 forgot
[Parents still together?] yea
[ Siblings? ] justin kristin
[ Do they look like you? ] hope not
[ Nieces/Nephews? ] many
[ Kids of your own? ] nope
[ Grandkids? ] nope
[ Pets? ] had a turtle
[ In school/graduated? ] sm
[ Rent, lease, or own your home?] live with my parents
[ What do you do for work? ] Student, teachers.
[ How much do you make? ] $10/hr, plus some gambling
[ Have any credit cards? ] nada
[ What do you drive? ] dont have a car :-\

Preferences
[ Black/White ] black
[ Red/Blue ] blue
[ Dogs/Cats ] no pref
[ Roses/Daisies ] rose
[ Beer/Liquor ] nah
[ Boxers/Briefs ] boxers
[ Hair: Short/Long ] short
[ Boots/Shoes ] shoes
[ Food: Mexican/Italian ] both r fine
[ Dark/Light ] dark
[ Day/Night ] night
[ City/Country ] country
[ Sheets ] white?
[ Sub/Dom ] neh
[ Chocolate milk/hot chocolate ] both!
[ McDonald's/Burger King ] none plz
[ Coke/Pepsi ] neh sprite
[ Tea/Coffee ] both!
[ Vanilla/Chocolate ] any
[ Milk/Dark/White chocolate ] white, milk
[ Ice/No ice ] ice
[ Cake/cookies ] cookies, cake is good also
[ Cereal/toast ] cereal and toast!
[ Gum/hard candy ] mmm both is fine
[ Ocean/pool ] ocean
[ Marry the perfect lover/marry the perfect friend ] both <--si si
[ Skiing/snowboarding ] havnt done any
[ Biking/blading ] blading for sure
[ Gloves/mittens ] neither
[ Bunk bed/waterbed ] would like to try waterbed, but bunk is cool
[ Motorboat/sailboat ] sailboat
[ Lights on/off ] off

Favorites
[ Color ] shade of blue
[ Number ] 6, 7
[ Animal ] bunny
[ Vehicle ] dont care
[ Flower ] white rose, orchids
[ Scent ] anything that smells good <--hehehe
[ Shape ] idono <--ditto
[ Texture ] creamy <--ooo
[ Drinks ] too much coffee is bad
[ Clothes ] jeans, shorts, t-shirt, casual dress shirts
[ Soda ] neh
[ Food ] food is good
[ Book ] alot. <--yep
[ Author ] terry goodkind and a few others
[ Band ] nah
[ Song ] hm. <--neh
[ Movie ] movies..<--neh as long as i'm out of house
[ Holiday ] dec 25th, love hina special hahaha
[ Season ] fall
[ Country ] south america
[ State ] brazil!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
[ City ] rio de jangero
[ Movie genre ] comedy, sappy korean dramas <--!! lol
[ Sports ] xc track
[ Thing to do ] talk to people <--si
[ Thing to talk about ] mm.<-i never know hahaha i'm the listener

Do you...
[ Color your hair? ] nope
[ Twirl your hair? ] nope
[ Have tattoos? ] no
[ Piercings? ] no
[ Have a boyfriend/girlfriend? ] no
[ Floss daily? ] nah
[ Impersonate? ] no
[ Chew gum obnoxiously? ] no
[ Cheat on tests/homework? ] heh
[ Drink/Smoke? ] no
[ Like roller coasters? ] si
[ Like soap operas? ] very much so
[ Wish you could live somewhere else? ] brazillllllll but then i wouldnt havnt met all my great friends
[ Believe in online dating? ] no
[ Want more tattoos? ] no
[ Like cleaning? ] when i get really really bored
[ Write in cursive or print? ] print
[ Carry a donor card? ] no
[ Swear a lot? ] i need to break habit
[ Own a web cam? ] no
[ Know how to drive? ] of course :p
[ Diet? ] no
[ Own a cell phone? ] yea
[ Ever get off the damn computer? ] err i try to but cant
[ Sprechen Sie Deutsch? ] i can read it a little, but i prob forgot most of it
[ Hablar Espanol? ] un poco
[ Quack? Quack quack? ] quak quack
[ Others find you attractive? ] hahaha no

Have you ever...
[ Gotten a speeding ticket? ] no car
[ DUI? ] no car
[ Been in a wreck? ] no car
[ Been arrested? ] no
[ Been in a fist fight? ] no
[ Kicked someone in the nuts? ] nope
[ Stolen a car? ] no
[ Stolen anything? ] when i was little<--hehe
[ Held a gun? ] watergun<--lol
[ Smoked? ] second hand smoke???
[ Pot? ] no
[ Crack? ] no
[ Drink? ] no
[ Been so drunk you couldn't remember your name? ] no
[ Been so drunk you didn't care that you couldn't remember your name? ] no
[ Posed for nude pics? ] no
[ Considered a life of crime? ] considered <--neh
[ Considered being a hooker? ] no
[ Maybe a pimp? ] no
[ Cheated on someone? ] no
[ Been married? ] no
[ Been divorced? ] no
[ Cried over a girl? ] heh
[ Cried over a boy? ] -.-
[ Lied to someone? ] yea
[ Been in love? ] mmm
[ Had sex outdoors? ] no
[ Fallen for your best friend? ] eh best friend...dont think so
[ Made out with JUST a friend? ] no
[ Been rejected? ] yeah
[ Been in lust? ] hope not
[ Used someone? ] who doesnt :-\
[ Been used? ] yea
[ Been cheated on? ] no
[ Been kissed? ] no
[ Experimented with homosexuality? ] no
[ Tried to kill yourself? ] mmm no
[ Done something you regret? ] definately.

Are you...
[ Psychotic? ] maybe
[ Vegetarian/Vegan? ] no
[ A sexy bitch? ] no

Right now...
[ What are you listening to? ] nothing
[ What are you watching? ] computer screen
[ What time is it? ] 11:13 pm
[ What are you wearing? ] pjs
[Wanna cyber?] no thanks.
[ Hey baby, nice shoes... ] barefeet <--urs glow anita!
[ What're you drinking? ] soda
[ Eating? ] nothing
[ Got both hands on the keyboard? ] yeah
[ You sure bout that? ] yeah very sure
[ Who are you talking to? ] jeff

If you could...
[ Be anywhere, where would you be? ] dunno, out of the house at least
[ Who would you be with? ] my little secret
[ What would you be doin? ] spening time

What was the last...
[ movie you rented ] dont rent
[ movie you bought ] dont buy
[ song you listened to ] eh dunno
[ song that was stuck in your head ] mario song
[ song you've downloaded ] dont d/l
[ cd you bought ] dont buy
[ cd you listened to ] random cds
[ person you've called ] ricky
[ person that's called you ] ehh....i have no clue
[ tv show you've watched ] no tv haha

When was the last time you...
[ Cried? ] mmm dunno
[ Cut Your hair? ] week before prom i think
[ Wore a skirt? ]
[ Wore a tie? ] prom
[ Were mean? ] hope not recently
[ Were sarcastic? ] today
[ Went for a walk? ] not recently
[ Met someone new? ]
[ Said "I love you"?(and meant it) ]
[ Took a test? ] SAT II's
[ Hugged someone? ] today
[ Had a nightmare? ] i dont sleep deep enough to have dreams i can remember
[ Took a shower? ] today
[ Made your bed? ] never <---hehehe
[ Went online? ] right now
[ Thought about sex? ] no

Who was the last person...
[ You hugged? ] tiff
[ You instant messaged? ] jeff
[ You kissed? ]
[ You had sex with? ] no
[ You yelled at? ] brother
[ You laughed with? ] bevelyn
[ You had(have) a crush on? ] heh
[ Who broke your heart? ] neh

What's the first thing you do when you...
[ Wake up? ] go back to sleep<-- LOL
[ Get in the shower ] turn up the hot water
[ See a hot guy/girl ] smile and keep walking<--lol anita
[ Know someone likes you ] why would anyone like me -.-

How many...
[ Times have you been in love? ] define it for me
[ Times have you had your heart broken? ] twice
[ Times have you broken someone else's heart? ] i dont know. none i hope. <--ditto
[ Boys have you kissed? ] 0
[ Girls have you kissed? ] 0
[ Boys have you slept with? ] 0
[ Girls have you slept with? ] 0
[ Countries have you lived in? ] ehhhh 3 or 4
[ CD's do you own? ] enough
[ Scars are on your body? ] everywhere
[ Different illegal drugs have you taken? ] 0
[ Friends do you have that you could trust with your life? ] a handful
[ People who you consider your enemies?] eddie and howard
[ Times has your name appeared in a newspaper? ] few times
[ Languages do you speak? ] 2 well a few ehre and there

Name one...
[ Thing you love. ] sleeping
[ Thing you're embarassed about. ] old memories
[ Thing you want to know the answer to. ] hahaha maybe one or two things bout what happened today but thats alright
[ Thing you plan on doing on the weekend ] sleep, study
[ Thing you plan on doing tomorrow ] study
[ Thing that is hard for you to do. ] study sleep
[Thing that annoys you. ] not much
[ Person who bugs the hell out of you. ] nah
[ Food you hate that everyone else seems to love. ] mm *shrug*

What...
[ Do you wear as pajamas? ] actual pjs
[ Shampoo do you use? ] pert plus
[ Scent do you use?] neh
[ Do you think of virginity? ] it's great. <- i agree. <--lol, hey u stole my arrows and dashes!
[ Shoes do you wear? ] nike, timberland sandals
[ Colour is your toothbrush? ] green white 




-Drifter


Posted at 11:29 pm by driftingshdws
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decisions and risks


     lalala sitting here in saxtons class, pondering about what to do in life. why does it always seem so hard to do something? i dunno maybe i'm just too afraid of something. maybe i just need to learn to let lose and take some chances. i think debbie was right when she said that i hold on to things too much. i nw that i can actually be able to do alot more. i need to do alot more. i dunno i'm just writting anything that comes to mind. i mean what if this happens or what if that happens? i guess its all alright. it'll be ok. nothing bad will happen i hope. i mean we'll still be friends right? yea i guess. well got two hours till afterschool and then there i go. wish me luck
    you know i just figured out i live my life in fear of things, and thats not a good thing to do might as well take some risks, there will be no losses, only gains both ways



-Drifter

Posted at 01:32 pm by driftingshdws
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Wednesday, June 02, 2004
life lessons, learned hard


     awesome, now there are rumors and stories floating around about me. isnt that just dandy? shrug i dont care, my friends know what to believe and what not to. its really amazing how one little thing can be blown up and prodded at when there are no rules or no guidelines. i'd say everything to blame is...mr houck, NOT actually i'm really glad mr houck gave out this assignment. i learned something from it. for doing nothing, you will be blamed for doing something. for doing something, you will still be blamed for doing another thing. either way, the world gangs up on you. then there are those who will just leave you standing, those that dont support you in your time of need. this is how life goes. yet in life, you will meet those special people in life that do reach out to help you. like bevelyn, or may, or tiffany and tiffany, daniel shannon, jon song, ricky satomi. dont feel bad if your not listed, perhaps you just dont know whats been going on recently, i dont blame you, more than half of the ppl i know arent in physics so i dont expect you guys to do anything, nor do i expect those who do know about it. i'm just glad for those people who do help. i cant thank you guys enough. well thats how the cookie crumbles.

once again

thank you so much bev, you helped in more ways than you can imagine
sorry i had to bother you may but thanks for listening to me
where would i be without ur support daniel?
same to you ricky and jon,
and tiff's thanks for knowing something was wrong and caring


-Drifter

Posted at 11:26 pm by driftingshdws
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Sunday, May 30, 2004
yet another survey

[Mood:  ]

[ Current Mood] seeing 1's and 0's because of 9 hours of coding
[ Current Music] random R&B + some korean
[ Current Favorite Artists] dunno
[ Current Desktop Picture] my own logo i made with photoshop
[ Current Favorite Group] dunno
[ Current CD in CD Player] bevelyns cd
[ Current Worry] c++ and physics final project
[ Current Taste ] i'm thirsty...<---same
[ Current Make-up ] yeah this eyeliner stuff...and this pink lipstick. can't forget the...foundation? <--LOL chris, err...nothing for me thank you
[ Current Hair] ugh...i hate my hair long, wish i could get it cut again
[ Current Annoyance ] typing in telnet when i cant see dark blue on black, and i cant change the freaken colors on it for coding -.-
[ Current Smell ] air
[ Current book you're reading ] need to get new books
[ Current DVD in player ] its empty :P
[ Current Refreshment ] soda my moms MAKING me drink lol

-L A S T . P E R S O N-
[You Touched] uuh...i just touched my turtle (stuffed animal...but don't tell him) <--lol no -.-
[You Talked to] bevelyn
[You Hugged] m.....
[You Instant messaged] bev
[You Yelled At] my computer

-F A V O R I T E-
[Food] all food is gooooood
[Drink] hm...
[Color] a shade of blue
[Album] no
[Shoes] no
[Candy] Nerds, twix, snickers, kit kat, junior mints, those caramel things, mini jawbreakers from sweet factory, gummy bears, sour worms, i don't want to think of any more. <--lol i kinda stay away from candy now, maybe crunch, or other chocolate stuff
[Animal] bunnies!!!!!!! or hamsters....they're both cute and cool lol
[TV Show] futurama! lol dont get to watch much tv now
[Movie] too many <-- ditto
[Song] a couple of the songs on bevs cd's
[Planet] pluto the dog <-- lol nice nice
[Cartoon] anime. get it straight. <-- yes sir!

-A R E . Y O U-
[Understanding] a lot more understanding recently than before. <--same
[Arrogant] yes<-- sometimes
[Interesting] once in a while. <--haha doubt it
[Random] yes <--when high
[Hungry] yea
[Friendly] i try to be
[Smart] not realy
[Moody] sometimes
[Childish] yes very : *pokes bev* hehehehe
[Independent] sometimes
[Hard working] hehe....used to be, but i'm in AP now, advanced procrastination
[Organized] a bit sometimes
[Healthy] more then before at least
[Emotionally Stable] i think so,  not mentally though
[Shy] very, usually
[Difficult] sometimes <--hm...yea i guess
[Bored Easily] bored easily and easily distracted, dunno how it works
[Thirsty] yes..i drank all my water..<-- hahaha yea i am thirsty
[Responsible] yea
[Obsessed] obsessions build character <---heh i wouldnt know bout that
[Angry] nope
[Sad] sometimes
[Happy] sometimes

-S T U F F-
[My Name Is] Brian Chow
[Alls I Need Is] my room. <-- lol i just need my comp and i'm happy
[Love Is] good stuff <-- hehe
[I'm Afraid of] certain things <--ditto, though very vague

-W H O-
[Makes u laugh the most?] many ppl
[Makes you smile] certain ppl
[Who do you have a crush on?] hm...
[Has a crush on u?] dunno
[Have you known the longest] chris
[Do you argue the most with] chris
[Do you always get along with] hm.....
[Is the most trustworthy] chris
[Has been there through all the hard times] alot of them check the right side of my blog
[Has the coolest parents] me n larry have cool parents. <--u suck chris i agree with u on that
[Has the scariest siblings] ME!!!!! save me!!!!!!!!!!!! or maybe adams siblings and relatives, they're starting to scare me
[Is the most blunt] me. u either get it or u don't. <---i agree its u chris
[Is the smartest] hm.....johnny

-P E R S O N A L-
[Who is your role model] you, everyone around me
[What are some of your pet peeves] dont have any
[Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with] yes
[Have you ever cried over the opposite sex] hm...yea
[Do you have a "type" of person you always go after] err no
[Have you ever lied to your best friend(s)] yes, i try not to though
[Ever wanted to get revenge on someone because they hurt you] yea
[Would you rather be dumper or dumped?] be dumped prob...dont like to hurt ppl
[Rather have a relationship or a "hookup"] relationship
[Want someone you don't have right now] hmm.. <--hehehe
[Ever liked your best guy/girl friend] hm....
[Do you want kids] maybe, if they're anything liek my siblings i hope not
[Do you believe you know the person whom you will marry at this point in time] no
[What is your favorite part of your emotional being] I'm the most stable out of everyone i know. but hten again i'm also the most shallow.<-- lol chris.. dont think so i guess its a great feeling to be able to help my friends sometimes
[Are you happy with you] mostly
[Are you happy with your life] si si muy bien <--heh i've learned to accept
[If you could change something in your life right now, what would it be] i would...be able to drive. and be less lazy. <--i want a car!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and the latter one too


 
 

 








-Drifter


Posted at 06:51 pm by driftingshdws
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Saturday, May 29, 2004
survey



What is your name?: Brian Chow
Are you named after anyone?: not that i know of
What's your screename?: driftingshdws
Would you name a child of yours after you?: prob not
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: hm...dunno
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: wouldnt want to
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: chow, ppl spell my late name chou
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: mm depends how i am with my family at that point of time

Basics
Your gender:: male
Straight/Gay/Bi:: straight
Single?: yes
If not, do you want to be?:
Birthdate:: sept 1
Your age:: 16
Age you act:: hahaha err....4?
Age you wish you were:: 4!!!!!!!!!!
Your height:: 5'6"
Eye color:: brown.
Happy with it?: yep, green or blue would be cool to see though
Hair color:: black
Happy with it?: yea
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: righty
Your living arrangement:: parents, siblings
Your family:: mom dad bro sis
Have any pets?: used to
Whats your job?: student, supposed to be "typical asian son" i have random jobs here and there
Piercings?: none
Tattoos?: nope
Obsessions?: cubes....odd isnt it?
Addictions?: sugar, aim, computer
Do you speak another language?: yeah
Have a favorite quote?: "Be yourself, live life as you would with no regrets, whatever happens, happens"
Do you have a webpage?: http://driftingshdws.blogdrive.com http://www.xanga.com/driftingshdws used to have a personal one, but the server crashed, new one will be up in summer hopefully

Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?: i wish i did
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: i would like to think so
Do you have any secrets?: who doesnt?
Do you hate yourself?: from time to time
Do you like your handwriting?: its alright
Do you have any bad habits?: yep
What is the compliment you get from most people?: HAHAHA
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: eh...
What's your biggest fear?: losing my friends
Can you sing?: yea
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: dont think so
Are you a loner?: a "Drifter" is what i would like to call it
What are your #1 priorities in life?: i wish i could say god but doesnt seem tht way :-(, friends
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: mmmm....dunno
Are you a daredevil?: hahaha near never, once in a blue moon
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: yep
Are you passive or agressive?: mostly passive, aggresive when i feel strongly bout something or pissed off
Do you have a journal?: multiple. <--good one anita :p
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: weakness:time management. strength:organizing events <-- prob the same, str might be making others feel good bout themselves
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: more out going, less procrastination
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: not recently, i need running to be emotionally strong i guess lol
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: many
Do you think life has been good so far?: i've learned to accept things <-- ditto
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: you cant control everything. <-big ditto
What do you like the most about your body?: hm...nothing
And least?: everything :-D
Do you think you are good looking?: haha yea right
Are you confident? no
What is the fictional character you are most like?: give me a book and i could tell you
Are you perceived wrongly?: i guess. sometimes. <--maybe the same

Do You...
Smoke?: no
Do drugs?: no
Read the newspaper?: rarely
Pray?: not very often
Go to church?: more in this year then ever before
Talk to strangers who IM you?: nope
Sleep with stuffed animals?: when i was 6!
Take walks in the rain?: if only it would rain more
Talk to people even though you hate them?: yeah.
Drive?: yea
Like to drive fast?: hehehe yea

Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?: mm yea
Hurt yourself?: yea
Been out of the country?: yes
Eaten something that made other people sick?: yeah
Been in love?: dunno bout this one, definitions change :p
Done drugs?: no
Gone skinny dipping?: no
Had a medical emergency?: yes
Had surgery?: yea
Ran away from home?: wanted to
Played strip poker?: stripe bridge count? *nudge mak cheryl and paul* lol
Gotten beaten up?: mmm no
Beaten someone up?: dont think so
Been picked on?: u learn to ignore it, dont sink to their level
Been on stage?: yeah
Slept outdoors?: yeah
Thought about suicide?: yeah and i've learned most ppl wont have the guts to go through it
Pulled an all nighter?: many
If yes, what is your record?: 2-3 days
Gone one day without food?: yea
Talked on the phone all night?: yea
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: no
Slept all day?: yeah
Killed someone?: no
Made out with a stranger?: no
Had sex with a stranger?: no
Thought you're going crazy?: thought? i am
Kissed the same sex?: no
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: no
Been betrayed?: yea
Had a dream that came true?: deja vu, otherwise....maybe
Broken the law?: yes
Met a famous person?: yea
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: bugs...
On purpose?: ants. <--lol
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: minor secrets
Stolen anything?: yes.
Been on radio/tv?: yes
Been in a mosh-pit?: eh?
Had a nervous breakdown?: hehe yea
Bungee jumped?: want to
Had a dream that kept coming back?: yes

Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets?: yea
Miracles?: yes
Astrology?: yea
Magic?: somewhere on another planet i hope
God?: yea
Satan?: yea
Santa?: haha. <--lol
Ghosts?: maybe
Luck?: yea
Love at firstsight?: it worked for one couple, but i dont think it really happens that much.<--mm...now i think its just being shallow, but there might be that click or connection from start
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: yea
Witches?: hehehe
Easter bunny?: yes!
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: of course
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: mm i just kept running and running and running, never got to the end, i got LOST
Do you wish on stars?: i have before, and will remain doing so

Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: which is the traditional view?
Do you think God has a gender?: He?<--same....
Do you believe in organized religion?: ?
Where do you think we go when we die?: heaven or hell

Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: yea
Who is your best friend?: neh
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: chris, jessica
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: don't compare yourself with others, because if you do, you'll never be happy. <-- yea, and i have many other advice from everyone out there, thanks!
Your favourite inside joke?: i dont remember any. <---same
Thing you're picked on most about?: being stupid
Who's your longest known friend?: chris, god, jesus
Newest?: ehh dont feel like answering these right now
Shyest?:
Funniest?:
Sweetest?:
Closest?:
Weirdest?:
Smartest?:
Ditziest?:
Friends you miss being close to the most?: there r lots
Last person you talked to online?: chris
Who do you talk to most online?: mmm jessica's tiff bev
Who are you on the phone with most?: hahaha i usualy dont make or recieve calls
Who do you trust most?: may
Who listens to your problems?: hehehe check the right side of my blog :p
Who do you fight most with?: parents
Who's the nicest?: all but parents, dont argue with me bout this
Who's the most outgoing?: annie, tiff
Who's the best singer?: me! lol jk jk maybe chris now lol
Who's on your shit-list?: hahaha howard fu eddie monian
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: no
Who's your second family?: i have many families :-D
Do you always feel understood?: nope
Who's the loudest friend?: josephine
Do you trust others easily?: yeah
Who's house were you last at?: in my house right now
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: i'm a guy haha
Do your friends know you?: some do
Friend that lives farthest away: far far away

Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?: in no way
What do you find romantic?: moon night walks with your special someone
Turn-on?:
Turn-off?: self centered bitches -.-
First kiss?: no
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?: heh. <--u got that sentance??
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going: knowing them <-- si
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out: haha ye ai wish
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: almost no ones romantic in this mondern world
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: hah. no. <--hehe same
What is best about the opposite sex?: they can be really good friends. and good listeners. <--true
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: mmm havnt noticed anything bad
What's the last present someone gave you?: tama chan pin ^.^ thanks em
Are you in love?: mm remember? def changes
Do you consider your significant other hot?:

Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?: lol
You wanted to kill?:
That you laughed at?:
That laughed at you?:
That turned you on?:
You went shopping with?:
That broke your heart?:
To disappoint you?:
To ask you out?:
To make you cry?:
To brighten up your day?:
That you thought about?:
You saw a movie with?:
You talked to on the phone?:
You talked to through IM/ICQ?:
You saw?:
You lost?:

Right This Moment...
Are you going out?: nope
Will it be with your significant other?: no.
Or some random person?: no.
What are you wearing right now?: shorts and a t-shirt
Body part you're touching right now: no
What are you worried about right now?: physics c++ projs
What book are you reading?: need to get a new book
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: tired confused okay tired relaxed sleepy
Are you bored?: why would i be doing this <--hehe
Are you tired?: yeah
Are you talking to anyone online?: signing on
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: no
Are you lonely or content?: dunno actually
Are you listening to music?: nope
 








-Drifter


Posted at 08:12 pm by driftingshdws
Precious Thoughts  

Thursday, May 27, 2004
random


     sorry to u guys, been kind of an ass lately to some ppl. its been very stressful, and the shit around me aint helping much. and y am i always seem so lost? maybe being lost is just something i cant avoid. neh...i've been pretty quiet this week also, too tired to do anything honestly...well random post just to waste some time.


-Drifter

Posted at 10:33 pm by driftingshdws
Precious Memories ~3~  

Monday, May 24, 2004
life


     man...how long has i been since i've had a real update? well heres goes i guess.

     i dont know if its just my current mood or what not. i really dont know what to do. i mean everythings going fine as long as i dont like her, yet then i grow to like her then i have problems talking to her then i guess everything goes down hill. i guess thats just how life is eh? everythings alright, then u notice its alright, then it turns to shit. i mean why bother trying? it prob isnt gonna get me anywhere, i mean what has so far? nothing much actually. yet i resent that, i've been pretty happy recently, a little more relaxed maybe? sigh...wish i knew what she felt, maybe i do? maybe i dont...dunno...always so hard to tell what they're trying to do. one day it seems like this yet the next day it just kinda contradicts what happened before. yea...fun isnt it... but yea...sigh...been so tired lately, mental stress again. i think too much. i worry too much. i just need to learn to let go. or perhaps adopt tiff's ideals. as long as you dont like anyone, no one gets hurt. seems logical, dont know if i'll adopt it though. i still worry too much, just need to learn to let go. mm...well maybe i'll just let my feelings sit, and try not to do anything less i know for sure what she feels bout it or maybe she'll make the first move. who knows...i..i just dont know what to do anymore, run out of ideas...maybe i should just talk to her? dunno patience.......sigh....i need a hole in my head -.- sigh talk more about it later i guess. so tired, need to get some hw done





-Drifter

Posted at 10:52 pm by driftingshdws
Precious Memories ~1~  

Sunday, May 23, 2004
Lovely

 

When are we going to be together?
Will you love me now or will it take forever?
I Love you always with all my heart
Be with you and never apart
With this poem I have one thing in mind
You just have to read the first word in each line...

             -Author Unknown




-Brian Chow

Posted at 01:59 pm by driftingshdws
Precious Thoughts  

Thursday, May 20, 2004
hm..interesting


mm stole this from robby, some of it i believe in, some of it i thin is crap, some of it i dont know what to make of it haha. interesting read anyways

i heard prom pics out next week? *shrug*



1. At least 2 ppl in this world love you so much they would die for you (your parents).

2. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone even if they dont like you.

3. Every night someone thinks about you before they go to sleep

4. You mean the world to someone

5. You are special and unique in some way

6. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you

7. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes after it

8. When you think the world had turned it's back on you, take a look. you most likely turned your back to the world

9. When you think you have no chance at getting what you want, you probably wont get it. but, if you beleive in yourself you'll get it sooner or later.

10. Always remember the complements you receive. forget about the rude remarks.

11. Always tell someone how you feel that way they'll know.

12. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great.

13. Ppl will betray you. it only matters how you deal with the situation.

14. Life isn't fair.





-Drifter


Posted at 09:17 pm by driftingshdws
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