death to it all....anyways i hid my journal again, changed the web address also. this will be the last time i do this. and i havnt hid the link yet, and dont know where it would be, xanga or my old blogdrive. we'll see i guess. anyways if you actually go search for it, i will assume that you are mature enough and will not care about anything i say in the blog, because it is very personal and i do not hold back there. so sorry to those who have already found it. oh btw, if you find it, plz dont IM me and say that you found it. try to be anonymous. all this goes to the same as jessicas blog